Above all be true to yourself, and if you can not put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.
Hardy D. Jackson
1 year ago
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I’ve finally realized that seeing a preserved body (i.e. showing at a funeral) causes me great distress. I’ve never done ok at funerals but that should be normal. But, it affects something deep in my brain. I had crazy nightmares last night. I’m very glad that I can’t remember them anymore but I can still feel the pain in my heart. 

Death in general just bothers me. 

1 year ago
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Well, life is moving forward.

I graduate in three months and then I can work like a normal human being. I hope.

I will be moving again at the end of July. This will be the 7th move in 4 years. 

I have been pretty ok for the most part.

Feels nice to say that.

1 year ago
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Distancing is done for two reasons: either because you hate that person or you’re just too scared to fall in love completely with that person.

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If they don’t want to be with you now, they will not want to be with you later on. You should not stand at the doorway of any person and beg to be let in. You should never dig in your chest, extract your heart and hand it bloody and beating to them, like a dog offering up a possum to his master. If they wanted your heart, they would have broken down the cage of your ribs to get at it.
Most of you have been where I am tonight. The crash site of unrequited love. You ask yourself, How did I get here What was it about Was it her smile Was it the way she crossed her legs, the turn of her ankle, the poignant vulnerability of her slender wrists What are these elusive and ephemeral things that ignite passion in the human heart That’s an age-old question. It’s perfect food for thought on a bright midsummer’s night.
Sybil Adelman
1 year ago
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I went to Lothlorien Nature Sanctuary this weekend and I fell in love. The people are amazing and so is the land. They even let you live there if you want. Or, you can just stay for a period of time. I think I might do that at some point.

1 year ago
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How do I feel?

After last Sunday, it’s hard to pinpoint one specific feeling.

How should one feel after being abandoned by their best friend in a state they aren’t even from?

On their last day in town no less.

Or finding out that it was planned. 

1 year ago
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HA! I say this to a lot of people.

HA! I say this to a lot of people.

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1 year ago
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Things change, people change. It doesn’t mean you forget the past, it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories.

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1 year ago
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